♥ Happy Valentine's Day ♥

♥♥♥♥♥♥!!!!!!!! Happy Valentine's Day !!!!!!!!♥♥♥♥♥♥
My week would be great if i didn't have to go to Court on February 16, 2012. I am not in trouble just have to go for child support & paternity of my daughter Cheyenne. Worried how that will go & suffering cause I have missed classes already from being sick & may be in danger of failing classes & being kicked out of a couple of them. Hope all goes well for me on Thursday the 16th cause I have worried enough the last few weeks to last a lifetime. Going to write about it after it happens if i can make it to the library. Going to go to the doctor tomorrow & talk to them about my depression & my PTSD, yes i have depression & PTSD. That doesn't make me a bad person unless i don't have my medication then i might seem a little crazy LOL. I would rather laugh about it then cry but there are days i would love to cry & sit in the corner & sulk all day, maybe even all week. I L♥VE my children Ashlee Jade, & Cheyenne Lidia-Renee! I L♥VE my boyfriend & love of my life Craig Micheal Westbrook! I have a meeting with a good friend of mine Bobbie & her daughter Onia tomorrow night as well so maybe that will cheer me up a little before I go to court, going to Coldstone Creamery for some delicious ice cream. After classes today I am going to pick up my babygirl Cheyenne from daycare & we are going to go home & fix dinner, eat & play while waiting for daddy to get home, then after daddy plays with Cheyenne for a little bit mommy & daddy will tuck in their babygirl & spend some time together tonight on Valentine's Day evening. Hope everyones day is a good one & you get to spend time with the one you love.

What Being A Mother Means

Being A Mother Means that regardless of what you did or didnt do in life you gave the world something BEAUTIFUL

College Life & Home Life

Well I just finsihed my 6th day of college & it feels like I actually belong there, because in most places I feel like I dont belong. The teachers are some of the best teachers I can think of from my past aside from my second grade teacher in elementary school(Braymer C-4, Mrs. Jones). Enjoying my life as a college student so far & hoping it stays that way for a while. Not sure about speaking in front of the class in Communications but I guess i have to get over my fears sometime. Studying at home is a little difficult sometimes cause I dont have a computer of my own. Working on getting a computer when I get my college money back. My home life is great, loving my children and my boyfriend. He is sick today and I have to take care of him today, hope its not something really bad. I miss my babygirl Ashlee & I hope i get to talk to her soon. Things are looking up for me and I hope to keep it that way for a while. signing off see you all again soon have to pick up my babydoll from daycare.

State Of The Union Address

I am not really a big fan of The State of the Union Address speeches but I watched it because it was an assignment. I thought he had some valid points and that things he says may not always be true or that when he promises something he cant always keep his promise. He is a busy man after all he is the president of the United States so of course he is busy. I feel that his speech wasnt all it could have been but then again I am not really into these speeches. I liked it when the only Republican stood up and he helped the congress woman up showing that he had good charecter. He was showing the world that not all Politicians have a bad heart. As i said before I am not really a fan but I guess watching President Obama wasnt so bad afterall but I dont think i really want to watch it again. I also read in Usa Today that he was in Arizona and their Govenor who met with him a few months ago in a meeting met with him on the tarmac and it got a little heated or so the reporters say.

My First Blog Post

Well today is my 5th day in classes @ Missouri Western State University! GO GRIFFONS! I live off campus but live in St. Joe. I am taking 4 classes: Communications104 with Dr. Ron Capps, English 100 with Kelly Seymour, Reading 095 with Sharon Adams & Math 081 with David McWilliams. Communications, English & Reading are Tuesdays & Thursdays & Math is Monday, Wednesday & Fridays. I L♥VE going to MO West, it is the best decision for a bright & successful future. I have 2 children(daughters) Ashlee who is 4 & Cheyenne who is only 3 months! They are my life & my world! I have a full schedule with college & kids but i also have help from my partner(my boyfriend) Craig who L♥VES me for who I am & I L♥VE him for who he is.  My daughter Ashlee doesn't live with me but she comes to visit often. Cheyenne is in daycare while I am in classes & is a very happy baby. She communicates with me by smiling & cooing. We play &have fun on the weekends when I am not studying. I also have a Facebook, My Space, Twitter & Tagged Google & Yahoo accounts. I am pretty busy but will see you all again soon...enjoy my blog, signing off